you're not invinsible in case you don't realize

"the more i try to erase you, the harder it gets.
the more i want to forget you, the closer the moments we've shared come approaching me.
when i intend to vanish you, the warmth of your smile blindfolded my heart.
when i am determined to ignore you, your promises playback in my mind.

when i wish you were here, you weren't.
so tell me, what exactly is i'm feeling?
what exactly is our fate if you and me are not meant to be together?
if loving you is something wrong, then my heart will never be right."

picturing

and there she stand,
pretending that nothing has ever went wrong,
with his promises, today, she survive.

though dealing with the fact that he's out there,
living his life happily with someone else doesnt really please her, still,
her feelings for him never fall, never fade.

and, for one beautiful sunny day,
they're fated to meet,
she can never let go the smile off her face.

though she know this by heart,
that she and him will never be together, still,
deep inside, there's a strength that wanted her to wait even if it takes forever.

nuevo companero ; alegre momento

last saturday, i went to SMK Seksyen 5 carnival. which also means i cut school that day. haha. i went there with nan around 9+ am. we did not went directly to her school. hee. instead we went to nz to fill our grumbling stomach. there, we talked about all of the things we missed since this year, we dont quite spent quality times together. after calling a few of people, nan said dah boleh masuk sekolah dah. so we walked. just as i arrived at her school, i noticed, one thing for sure, i am very proud of the students. why? all of them are wearing uniform/baju sukan. all of them. man, you cant see this kind of atmosphere in melawati. haha. jangan harap we all come to the carnival wearing baju sekolah. so we approached nan's clique which consist of jep, fee, meth, marissa, farah, izzat, nana and azza. and yasmin and faiz too. and ada lah lagi. ramai sangatlah. i cant recall all the names. haha. they were playing card at the dewan besides eating and lepak-ing. then nan pulled out my slr and she's starting to buat harta with it. haha. i dont mind though:) we snapped a lot of pictures since svian are very camera friendly. hee. they are not just camera friendly but they are friendly friendly too. get what i mean?:) eventhough they dont really know me but they treated me well. impressed me on the friendly rating meter. then we went to see izzat's brother with all his artworks. i cant lie, they were beautiful. so basically, i enjoyed my 3++ hours visit there. hope to see you guys again in the future:)