you're not invinsible in case you don't realize

"the more i try to erase you, the harder it gets.
the more i want to forget you, the closer the moments we've shared come approaching me.
when i intend to vanish you, the warmth of your smile blindfolded my heart.
when i am determined to ignore you, your promises playback in my mind.

when i wish you were here, you weren't.
so tell me, what exactly is i'm feeling?
what exactly is our fate if you and me are not meant to be together?
if loving you is something wrong, then my heart will never be right."

picturing

and there she stand,
pretending that nothing has ever went wrong,
with his promises, today, she survive.

though dealing with the fact that he's out there,
living his life happily with someone else doesnt really please her, still,
her feelings for him never fall, never fade.

and, for one beautiful sunny day,
they're fated to meet,
she can never let go the smile off her face.

though she know this by heart,
that she and him will never be together, still,
deep inside, there's a strength that wanted her to wait even if it takes forever.

nuevo companero ; alegre momento

last saturday, i went to SMK Seksyen 5 carnival. which also means i cut school that day. haha. i went there with nan around 9+ am. we did not went directly to her school. hee. instead we went to nz to fill our grumbling stomach. there, we talked about all of the things we missed since this year, we dont quite spent quality times together. after calling a few of people, nan said dah boleh masuk sekolah dah. so we walked. just as i arrived at her school, i noticed, one thing for sure, i am very proud of the students. why? all of them are wearing uniform/baju sukan. all of them. man, you cant see this kind of atmosphere in melawati. haha. jangan harap we all come to the carnival wearing baju sekolah. so we approached nan's clique which consist of jep, fee, meth, marissa, farah, izzat, nana and azza. and yasmin and faiz too. and ada lah lagi. ramai sangatlah. i cant recall all the names. haha. they were playing card at the dewan besides eating and lepak-ing. then nan pulled out my slr and she's starting to buat harta with it. haha. i dont mind though:) we snapped a lot of pictures since svian are very camera friendly. hee. they are not just camera friendly but they are friendly friendly too. get what i mean?:) eventhough they dont really know me but they treated me well. impressed me on the friendly rating meter. then we went to see izzat's brother with all his artworks. i cant lie, they were beautiful. so basically, i enjoyed my 3++ hours visit there. hope to see you guys again in the future:)

Opera Mini

Most of you might be wondering, why opera mini? Kan? Haha. That is because i am writing this entry using opera mini through my mobile phone. Maybe its not so cool for some of you but its a totally new thing for me:) now i have more reason not to walk to the pc to online. Since i got opera mini within my reach kan. Hee. Anyways, entry ni dah nampak macam commercial for opera mini pula. Haha. Nak explore lagi lah. Toodles;)

***current addiction

haha. okay. referring to the topic, well, my new, current addiction is faizal tahir. padahal takdelah baru sangat. dah lama lah juga. haha. yes. that FAIZAL TAHIR. obviously this is not because of that juara lagu that just took event on Jan 20th. i've been a huge fan of his since he's in that reality show, which i forgot the title. -__-" ahah. some people might be questioning why Faizal Tahir or why malaysian artiste? right? simply because his voice and his masterpiece is different from the others. he's just too professional. im not a person that always goes for malaysian artiste. not to be harsh, but my priority have always been western artiste. their song and their singing just perfectly matched. same goes with Faizal Tahir. i adores all of his song. i do. and im not ashamed to admit it:) and, talking about the Juara Lagu happened on last Sunday, he managed to present both 'Coba' and 'Sampai Syurga' perfectly well.Coba was okay for me. but Sampai Syurga was extraordinaire. his singing, his idea to deliver the message of the song, and his image*woohoo;)* made just a perfect match. im not exagerrating or anything, but hey, i did got goosebumps when he hit the chorus. i did. i never ever in my whole life get a goosebump just by listening to others singing. well, i think i better stop here or else other readers might be vomitting if i ever write a word about Faizal Tahir again. haha. till then, Faizal Tahir is really my idol:)