irony

i dont know why but suddenly i'm in the mood to write plus it's been a long time since i post anything serious here so it's gonna be a post straight from the heart. dont bother to read it if you're not interested with what happenned with me and my life.

love love love. once i gave up searching for the God knows who. i simply live by "he's out there, just being with the wrong girls". to me life is absolutely fine without a guy declaring himself as my boyfriend. sometimes i love being single because the idea of borderless flirting excites me.

but hey, when you're all by yourself sometimes you'll feel the hollow spaces between you. you'll feel the urge to find someone to fill those spaces. and i think i've met mine. he's all fine, my type of guy. but realities are not all 'happily ever after' so yeah i guess i just have to deal with the fact that his affection is not only for me.

in fact if you want to be specific, i'm the one who is the meddler. it's everything but easy being the middle one. the one who can only see things but can't touch it. the one who is being neglected along the way. the one that always have to hide behind lies and pretention. yeah i might not know you long enough but i know the feeling we have for each other is mutual. and Heaven knows i don't want this to end but i cant afford the price of pretending anymore.

its irony how when you think you've met your match, the one you've been waiting for and he turns out to be someone else's boyfriend.

again, just sayin' :)

buzz buzz buzz

hey guys! i've created a new blog which is called the addiction. well, based on the title only you can already guess what this blog is all about. yup. you're right. it's all about my addiction to K-entertainment. this blog is very very new so everything is under construction and the total posts is only 2. haha. baru buat hari ni lah.

and if ada yang nak follow here's the link ;

http://addictionfed.blogspot.com/

oh yeah i don't really care boy :DD

****i will totally support if GD really have something going on with Bom. she's really really very pretty :)

GD baby baby babeeey :)

the content of this entry might not be suitable for those non K-Pop fans :)
my advice ; don't read it if you're not into K-Pop.

dah lama tak update blog ni. well don't blame me. it's all because of the finals. but now i'm free. so don't be annoyed if i post 2 entries each day. haha. have you ever experience this kind of feeling when you have too much idea, too lot to write about, too everything and then all of them suddenly just dissapears? gahh. thats exactly what i'm feeling right now. so, why don't we talk about G-Dragon and know a little bit about him? ;)

Kwon Ji-yong. yup his real name. A member, or actually the leader of Big Bang. BB which consist of GD, Tae Yang, TOP, Dae Sung and the maknae, Seung-Ri is not your typical K-Pop boy band. watch their videos. listen to their songs. yeah they dance but they're different from your typical SuJu and SS501 ;) yeah about GD, i know it's kinda lame for me to actually having this fever of him recently. maybe it's because of his solo album that gained a hell lot of attention all over the globe. his solo album, HEARTBREAKER featured a side of him that cannot be shown in BB. i went over the album. and i like it, very eccentric and futuristic. my favourite track would be Butterfly, Breathe and Gossip Man.

about his single being plagiarized and stuff, i don't really care anyway. no matter how many times i listen to Heartbreaker, it sounds nothing like Flo Rida's Right Round. and the rumours that are going wild in Korea is that there is an underground rapper, Maslo trying hard to diss GD. even his album cover can tell the whole story. so what, you're like the hangeul version of Eminem now huh? and then i wondered, if he's an underground rapper who doesn't need to be exposed to the mainstream, why would he released an album? just to mock people? or just to gain remnants of GD's fame? pfft. no matter what GD, i know you're ready to face all of this :)

and his new appearence, the blonde hair. it suits him very well. i have to say i like it the most out of all his trendy haircuts. it just fits into his 'heartbreaker' theme his album is having. yeah many people might say, 'why GD? he's not cute, at all.' ahah. seriously, i dont give a S*** about it. to me, when those people who don't really know GD say something like that, it's meaningless. they don't even know who the real GD is. they just simply talk. haha. so guys, i'm not trying to promo him or to force you guys to have this fever i'm having, no. it's just that you don't have to necessarily like him but surely you don't have to hate him. just give him a chance, give him his space. he's got a lot to prove and to show the world :)