day out and missingness

today is so tiring. i went to midvalley megamall today with my cousin. since we're a bit different from the rest, we also shop for different kind of things. and, can you imagine, both of us sanggup ke midvalley megamall just to find a phone strap? haha. i know i know. we went to mph to satisfy our craving for boooks. and, i was so stunned when i went into teen fiction part. theres a lot *capital A L O T* of books that is totally my kind of books. i was picking that one and this one. but then, i have to put the books back to its original place as the money in my wallet tak mengizinkan. then, i thought maybe i could just aim the books that i wanted then drag my mum and dad to mph to buy it for me. haha:DD the gift, haters, crazy in love and angus, thongs and perfect snogging are on top of the list baby. hee. i dont care if my mum will hate me for a week as long as i get those books. at least theres something else i can do besides eating:) and, i totally felt her absence today. i reallyreallyreally miss her. ugh. thoughts of we both talking and laughing our heads off are playing on the back off my mind. only now i realized that we've been spending too much time apart. i thought it wasn't even possible. with me going back to kampung this friday, i dont know when i'll be seeing you. i want you to know nan, i really do miss you:(

*oh and, i love you nan:D haha.