mana duit raya? :)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri everyone!

i just wanted to say i'm sorry for those unreasonable acts i've done before. forgive me for all my mistakes yeah :)

and to my Hayden Panettiere and Kristen Stewart, i'm sorry if i ever hurt your feelings. i love you guys. because, you guys make my day, everyday. birthday kita orang dah nak dekat kan? hee :DD
**you know who you are ;)

things through the eyes of mine :)

people see things differently. yes they do. kalau tak, tak adalah peribahasa, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. betul tak? so, today i feel like writing how things work in my world.

• i think volkswagen type 2 is hot. nakkk. warna kuning. siapa nak belanja? :)
• i have 'We Sing We Dance We Steal Things' in my phone and i memorized every words of it.
• i don't agree with 'bestfriend is always there for you'. they don't. only soulmate does. bestfriend just give oohhs and ahhs everytime you tell them a story. but soulmate will 'who's a** i'm kicking today?'
• i don't live and drool over the past. i just think that they shouldn't be erased completely. no matter how bitter it is.
  
• i'm not a see-through person. so don't go around telling others you really know me.
• live by 'boyfriends don't stay' principle. well at least for now.
  
• i picture bathroom as my own recording studio. with the shower as the mic ;)
• i love to do something i'm not good at. it's cliche i know. but thats just the way it is.
• i speak Bahasa Melayu + English. i don't think its rojak. i mean, its what Malaysians really are. we're not a bunch of stupids who can't find the perfect word in English. we're just, bilingual :)
• i used to think about others a lot. but then again, i don't think its a good idea. lemme tell you why. people don't think about you or how you might feel before they do anything. so, we're just returning the favour. hee.
  

sebenarnya ada banyak lagi. tapi takut boring and malas nak dibaca by others pulak. ada ke orang baca? ahha. tak kisah la kan. :DD

dear Anonymous,

i like seeing you in the morning. it brightens up my day. why? well, because you're just too invinsible so everytime i get the chance to see you, i go crazy. haha. you look so cute today :) bukan hari ni je. you look cute everytime i see you. hee. and, you've turned me into a stalker, do you know that? but i like it anyway, because you're loaded with surprises. the more i know about you, the more i enthusiastic i become. is that a good thing? well why don't you tell me? ;) although we never talk and our sight barely meet, i'm actually loving the butterflies in my stomach and the sweaty palm i get everytime i see you :D

you'll never know ;)

• i eat more and sing out loud when i'm mad or down.
• addicted to almost anything related to korea :)
• extremely scared of frogs.
• i prefer chinese guys compared to malays ;)
• i eat almost everything. haha.
• i always wanted to be a chef. as in for a living. guess my dad won't let me.
  
• i desperately wanted to learn hangeul (korean language)
• senang nak nangis. but never will in school.
• crushed over Lee Min Ho and Lee Seung Gi. so adorable!
  
• i will hide behind anyone near me if lightning strikes.
• i used to think i can sing. HAHA.
• hard to fall asleep if my bolster is not with me.
  
• last minute person. hehe.
• some part of me think i can have my own korean boyfriend. maybe someday :)
• listening to korean songs can carve a smile across my face.
• have an OCD when it comes to books
• takut clowns. they give me goosebumps.

oh i will :)

will you marry me?
do you want to live together forever
we can sweetly love each other,
have a baby that looks like me, a baby that looks like you,
not be sick forever.. i want to live like that

honestly, i love you more
in a relationship between man and woman
they say it's better like that

i'll love you more
i'll care for you more
when tears fall and it's hard
when it hurts, we'll hurt together
i'll love you forever
i'll protect you forever
i'm thankful that i met someone as great as you
i want to love only you everyday

will you marry me

[rap] everyday, i feel so happy that
for no reason, i look forward to the next day
why why am i trembling so much
no matter how i think of it, you're my number one person
until our black hair turns white as snow
until our lives end
even if you suffer physically, i won't ever make you suffer emotionally

you're the other half of my heart
i'll become the other half of your heart
every moment that you breathe
i'll love you
even as time passes and our wrinkles grow
you and me, we'll be together forever like now

i'll love you more
i'll care for you more
when tears fall and it's hard
when it hurts, we'll hurt together
i'll love you forever
i'll protect you forever
i'm thankful that i met someone as great as you
i want to love only you everyday

you're like a light that brightened up my dark life
a house that welcomes me with the sound of stew boiling
a rain that watered my dry heart
a seed that contains the real fruit of love
a string of fate that the heavens decided
our meeting was destined by the heavens
i wouldn't trade you for the world
in my life, there's only you, forever

i'll love you more
i'll care for you more
when tears fall and it's hard
when it hurts, we'll hurt together
i'll love you forever
i'll protect you forever
i'm thankful that i met someone as great as you
i want to love only you everyday

will you marry me?

***a translation of the song you're listening to now. effin sweet right? :)

ada rasa tak yang lagu wake up call from hayden panettiere lebih kurang sama dengan lagu stars are blind by paris hilton? ;D

haha. bodoh je. taksuka pun dua dua lagu tu. suara macam ehm. haha.

fairytale lah sangat

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you.

i think my flip flop hates me. i really do think that way. it keep on slipping off me everytime i'm wearing it. haha.

as always, nothing wonderful ever happened today. oh except for the non stop rain in the morning. i love it. today is friday or also known as physics-skipping-day. so, me and my loyal partner in crime, shahira and liyy went to the library instead. baik kan? i know, ponteng tapi pergi library :) of course, the aircond is the main reason. tadi all of us baca adventures of tintin and then pergi tour america dengan liyy. hahaha. bestbest. then tiba tiba rasa macam apasal la hari ni senyap semacam. then boom it hits me, tiqi tak datang. kalau ada dia sure bising gila. haha.

they say time can heal almost everything. i say why not create a fast-forward remote control? obviously, people don't want to go through all those hard times kan?

went to physics class at titian tadi. masuk class macam biasa. then at my usual seat, ada lah bag someone ni. bila dah tau bag siapa, macam agak panas lah kan. dah la ceroboh class orang. selamba pulak tu sit at my seat. sheesh. annoying nyaaa. pasal dia sorang, semua kena tukar seat. really don't hope to see her face again. well at least not in my class.

sometimes i don't want to go to school. why oh why is that?

• malas
• i don't want to see your face
• oh and your girlfriend face too
• rainy weather. baik tidur kat rumah kan? ;)

so itu je lah. oh and, rindu nan ;( padahal baru je jumpa tadi.