i want you now. the title, i mean.
oh hello, twenty-ten!
is it too late? i dont think so. unbelievably, this is my first post for 2010. and it's already February! how fast time flies. and during one month and 11 days period of time, too much things been happening in my world.
first,
i miss NAN SOFIAH. she wont read this anyway. but still, i miss her. sampai dah taktahu nak describe banyak mana. yeah memang lah ada kawan sekolah semua, but it's not the same. not at all. i wish i can fix this but i never come up with any solution. how i hate being in this situation :'(
second,
my love life sucks. it got me to a point where i dont wanna care about it anymore. the recent guy i spent time with was just foolishly immature, so yeah thanks to him, i dont even have the interest to be in love again. but it's okay. karma wont let him go anyway. sorry lah, but kalau still tak sedar lagi, that why you still dont have a girlf until now. it's not me, it's you. no offense.
third,
i cant believe im saying this, but the fact is, day by day, i AM becoming a loner. yeah i dont need you to tell me how pathetic it is. i knew it already. seriously, sometimes it's fun to be a loner. far from all the people with extremely loud hysterical laugh -which at times tak sedar betapa disturbing nya their laugh are-, far from all the people that care about their appearence. i mean come on, it's just a freakin school. melawati pulak tu. kalau sekolah McKinley High macam dalam Glee tu takpe lah jugak. capital P-F-F-T.
fourth,
i noticed, besides Shey, Tiqi, and Liyy, lately i've been spending a lot, i repeat, A LOT of my insufficient time with Rahman Jamal. yeah, yang budak choir tu lahh. haha. he's cool. okay tak nak puji lebih lebih. but hey at least he listen to all of my problems. though sometimes he doesnt offer a good solution, but thats not what i asked for. being a loyal listener is good enough, Man. and thats what you're doing now. thanks yeah. cant imagine going through a hectic melawati life without you best friend. lima minit pun tak boleh. tak payah bet bet, okay? haha :D
fifth,
okay let's talk about the title of this post now. hehe. i found myself a guy to shout, jump and giggle over whenever he pass by me. i remembered when i used to complain to Rahman and Fitri that there is no new guy to 'usha' anymore. but now dah jumpa. and he's kinda new to melawati what. hee :DD and to top things off, we have that common interest. i never thought that i could find a guy that can talk to me about the same thing we both go crazy for. except Rahman and Mubyn, of course. Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Opparul saranghae. hehehe. takpasal je. okay Jaz, cut the crap. yeah, i know that i said before that i am not interested to be in love. memang takde chance pun dengan this guy anyway. so yeah, why bother? :l
sixth,
being a form five = endless homeworks, exams, tuition classes, extra classes and seminars and the most beloved SPM. for the love of Big Bang and G Dragon, homework sumpah banyak gila. and i AM NOT EXAGGERATING. can you believe that? like hello teachers, we're juggling 10 subjects here. t-e-n okay. gahh. tak kesah lah nak bagi homework, tapi jangan lah banyak sangat. aigoo. i am not complaining. just want to have a short, short, short break from all school-related things. really looking forward for the upcoming holiday. bila fikir balik, 24 hours does sounds a lot. tapi TAK CUKUP LAH :O i think i'm doing my homework even in my sleep. haha. okay itu tak lah. tipu je. hee.
seventh,
i dont think i'll be updating my blog in this short period of time. though i really wanted to. same goes with my facebook. online pun dah jarang, update lagi lah. heh. and youtube. oh youtube, i am trying my level best no to visit you frequently. so addictive lah. aigoo. especially bila the search column is filled with letters B-i-g-B-a-n-g. haha. memang dah tak boleh lepaskan mouse dah. yeah i know, dah critical dah addiction ni. so, to those yang rajin membaca post ni, take care yeah. this is what happens to me when i'm out of words. live a blessed life people :D
