so long goodbye

as 2008 reaching its tail end, i am grateful that throughout this year everything went out pretty well. Eventhough there were certain things that i can labeled as black memories, but who even care to remember those stupid past. Besides, most of it came from our own mistakes too. Well, lets start from the beginning, first of all, i am grateful that i entered the most perfect class ever. I know some of the people out there might label us as the geek class, but who cares? they dont even know how happening our class can be. And the humans, yes, they are more than perfect. they are veryvery open minded and they do jokes their own way. haha. and, i remembered when i called you guys the geeks, nerds and all, man i take it all back. as 2oo8 crawls into mid-year, i was blissfully happy*at that time* because i think i've met the most perfect person i ever knew. but for now, i never wished that i knew him. knowing him was my biggest regret. but as they say, past are past. besides, i am now trying to be optimistic with the given situation. and it brought me to the near-end of 2008, i've done my PMR and im glad the studying is over. or at least for the year. but i was wrong then, i realised just how much i miss my friends, my class, my books and stuff. without studying, my day is like 60% empty. and it sucks. haha. and then this guy just appear out of nowhere. he blew my feet *and my mind too* off. haha. he made me realized that not all guys are the same. im glad we went out together that day izzat:) and as for today, my results are the cherry on top of everything. all the hardwork *and play* for three years have been paid off. its nice to see all the smiles on my friends' faces as they get their result. and, the unforgettable one, of course, nan sofiah. i've ran out of words when it comes to you. haha. lets just put it this way, i cant even imagine my day not knowing you. so, goodbye 2008, the year of happiness. may next year get even better:)

Je t'aime

Ana behibak

Wo ie ni

Miluji te

Ik hou van jou

Mi amas vin

Je t'aime

Ich liebe dich

Mein tumse pyar karte hoo

Wa ai lu

Ti amo

Ai shiteru

Saranghae

Vos amo

Iniibig kita

Eu te amo

Te amo

Mahal kita

Phom rak khun

Gwa ai lee

Toi yeu em

I love you:)

do you fit in?

• someone talkative
• someone who knows what he's talking about
• someone funny
• someone who can keep up with my slowness in picking up things
• someone who can remind me because im veryvery forgetful
• someone who never give up explaining to me what's happening
• someone who is there to listen
• someone who is willing to lend a shoulder to cry on
• someone who accept me as who i am

until now, i've waited for this certain someone to come along and when you come, im positive that you're made for me:)

the happenings

okay. my blog has been abandoned for like two weeks, that is because i went to my kampung to look after my grandpa. yes, to make it better, i haven;t watch my current obsession, twilight. ps/ i might be watching twilight this thursday. hee. i arrived at my house on friday night. on the next day, i have to attend my cousin's wedding in selayang. on sunday while i was sleeping, i received a text message from my soulmate, nan sofiah telling me that she's stuck because there's a major landslide took place in Bukit Antarabangsa. and she asked me to watch news for further info. i was so shocked and only god knows how worried i am. besides nan, i have other friends staying there. i wondered how were they doing. i hope everything will be fine. i really am sorry for those who had lost their loved ones, their house and other valuables. and now, updates on the landslide can be seen everywhere. and, i guess the landslide is the current happening for now. until then, later readers:)

this is it?

when i was eating my pizza, i decided to look through the pictures in my camera. right when i pressed the 'view' button, the pictures of me and my classmates at our class party appeared. i look back at all the photos. there's a photo of me and a few of us with teacher siti noor. there's also a photo of you guys dancing to the 'ayer' song. i laughed at myself while browsing through the photos. suddenly it comes to me, is this the ending? this is it? then i realized, this is our last meeting, our last gathering. there will be no more 3 Sejahtera after this.

i cant imagine how bad im going to miss you guys. i miss being the second girl that come to school early *because the first one have always been adilah. haha* i miss the two girls that have been accompanying me throughout the year. i miss syahidah with her common 'job' blabbing out the juiciest gossip ever. i miss ariffah bringing her bekal to school and say to me, 'ambik lah'. i miss the girls around me. i miss anis. i miss doodling with her where im the one who bring the crayons and she's the one who borrows it. always:) i miss dine who always laugh overly over small matter. i miss tina with her daily routine 'cerita-ing' to me about her starling. i miss meera who cant get over with ayam. i miss ain and dee. they're the sunshine of the class. hearing dee's super loud sneeze had become something common to us. i cant believe im not going to hear that any longer.

i miss the guys too. i miss dakshan who always find an opportunity to talk to amal(; i miss kaif and jerrick, the mentor and the protege. haha. i miss fahim and his clan cracking out the stupidest jokes i've ever heard. i miss syazwan, the kepeng one. haha. i miss aizuddin's gang too. not to forget. i miss those chinese guys. i miss hearing their laugh and shout when they play poker together. i miss aiman who seems to talk non-stoply. i miss ghavi going around the girls' table and keluarkan all of the stuff in my pencil case and atur them on my table. i wonder why he do that for? haha.

i miss sitting on the stage, i miss standing and staring people at the balcony. i miss 3 Sejahtera. although next year some of us will stay in the same class, but it wont be the same 3 Sejahtera anymore. sometimes i wish this year will never end:)

day out and missingness

today is so tiring. i went to midvalley megamall today with my cousin. since we're a bit different from the rest, we also shop for different kind of things. and, can you imagine, both of us sanggup ke midvalley megamall just to find a phone strap? haha. i know i know. we went to mph to satisfy our craving for boooks. and, i was so stunned when i went into teen fiction part. theres a lot *capital A L O T* of books that is totally my kind of books. i was picking that one and this one. but then, i have to put the books back to its original place as the money in my wallet tak mengizinkan. then, i thought maybe i could just aim the books that i wanted then drag my mum and dad to mph to buy it for me. haha:DD the gift, haters, crazy in love and angus, thongs and perfect snogging are on top of the list baby. hee. i dont care if my mum will hate me for a week as long as i get those books. at least theres something else i can do besides eating:) and, i totally felt her absence today. i reallyreallyreally miss her. ugh. thoughts of we both talking and laughing our heads off are playing on the back off my mind. only now i realized that we've been spending too much time apart. i thought it wasn't even possible. with me going back to kampung this friday, i dont know when i'll be seeing you. i want you to know nan, i really do miss you:(

*oh and, i love you nan:D haha.

school holidays = ultimate boredom

i bet almost everyone agreed with the title right? i realized, during this school holiday, i only do three major things everyday which is eat, sleep and watching korean soap operas. so, i've decided to create an account here. just to let everyone know what im doing everyday. oh, not to mention all of my melancong plans been cancelled and i have to balik kampung to take care of my grandpa. the balik kampung thingy is okay, its just the matter of timing. some of my aunty forced me to go there fast. and, it'll ganggu my outing schedule. susah betul nak puaskan hati ramai orang kan? haish. so basically, i dont know really when i'll balik kampung. and, i've been missing my life partner so much. damn. without her, semua benda macam tak complete oh. i wish we could spend some time together. there's a lot to tell.

*nan sofiah, i miss you:(