its not that hard to move your lips into a smile

"Oh dear, it’s been, 
Hardly three days, 
Yet I long, 
To feel your embrace. 
There are several days yet until, 
I can see your sweet face"

i don't know why, everything around me just seems wrong. everyone been busy with all their never ending problems. problem is a friend only if we seek it. sometimes i wonder, why don't we try, even just for a day to stop contemplating and fussing around and just let things happen. they don't quote 'sit back and relax' or 'wait and see' or maybe 'go with the flow' just for nothing, you know. can't we let destiny or fate do their job? is it just me or homo-sapiens like us really try so hard to change everything? for those who've been wearing frowns all this while, i reckon you to be an optimist and spread the smile all over your face :)

oh and Transformers is plain awesome. i love you Optimus Prime. haha.

you've poached my heart

"You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier"

i know you're leaving. again. i've went through this before. it should be easier right? no its not. helplessly not. why am i always catching my breath whenever you're around? anyways, thanks for the ride. i knew it from the start, i'm glad i made it into your car:)

it didn't work. no matter how hard i try.

"There's still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do"

it's nice to hear your voice. the one that i'm longing for. even just once. but yeah, you always find me, letting me into your world bit by bit when actually you're going away from me. it sucks you know, wherever we stand now. i know it might be nothing for you but hey, it surely left me tangling in your unanswered question. gahh. i want you. for such a long time but guess you never knew. i thought it was written all over my forehead, i thought it was that obvious. sheesh. never thought you could be so indifferent.

i can't take it that i'm already missing you even when you're not leaving yet.

"You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo"

finally

finally, i've bought Mortal Instrument City Of Ashes today. padahal City Of Bones pun belum habis baca lagi. haha. tinggal around 40 to 50 pages left je. really can't wait. that book excites me. hee. so, the exact plan today was to teman my little cousin to watch Hannah Montana. at first, i was like why me? why i'm the one that should teman her? but then again, i've made up my mind and just go along with her. went to klcc but the tickets semua dah sold out. unbelievable kan? i mean, it's just Hannah Montana. then, we went to Pavilion and finally got to watch it at 4.50 pm. for the second time. unbelievable, yes i know. haha.

then, i remembered Afifah's text suruh belikan City Of Glass if i see it anywhere by any chance. involuntarily, i went straight to Times but yeah, as expected, City Of Glass takde. sorry Fifah:( i was looking it for myself too tadi. tapi takde. hmm. this Afifah of mine semangat sangat pergi google some dirt about this saga and yes, there were some people have their interest set on turning this novel into a film. just like Twilight. i knoww. well, Afifah and me will be excited like HELL if the rumours were true. as surprisingly as it seems, people are actually talking about the most suitable actor to star as Jace Wayland, one of the lead character in the novel. since Jace is a gorgeous, golden-haired hunk, who will register first in your mind? just like Afifah said, of course lah Alex Pettyfer:) hehe. i CAN imagine him as Jace. i really do. haha. it'll be friggin cool if Alex Pettyfer do star as Jace. but somehow the cutie from Hannah Montana, Lucas Till can also play Jace's role. plainly because he's blond. haha. whoever get to be Jace in the future, i don't really care. but i really do wish for Alex Pettyfer. who doesn't?:D gahhh. i hate being addicted to anything in particular but this Mortal Instrument saga is worth to be addicted for:)

why must you come back?

" thinking of you made my stomach knotted into something like Domino's Garlic Twisty Bread "

you made the ride worthwhile

mama : rina, maybe kita tak jadi balik kampung kot.
me : eh? why?
mama : because we're off to Terengganu *winkwink*
me : EH? asal macam tiba tiba?


so yeah. i'm off to Terengganu this monday, which means esok lah kan? gahh-,- don't be sad people, it's only for three days. so until rabu je lah. HAHA. taktaulah apa yang ada dekat Terengganu tu. keropok lekor?:O

minggu ni macam macam jadi. last tuesday, Anis, Dee, Eli, Ain and me went volunteering at Zoo Negara. to be honest, we spent most of our time berehat rehat while singing along to my Jason Mraz's s songs. haha. maybe the zoo officer tu tak sampai hati nak bagi kita orang banyak banyak kerja. hehe. ohh and Oh Mighty God, there's this guy, this college guy to be exact lah kan, yang dah buat this volunteering job for the fifth time happened to be in our group. yup sama group dengan kitaorang semua yang, uhm. faham faham je lah. hah. dia takdelah buat apa pun dekat kitaorang. just taksuka dia since the 'no wonder' incident. well, the story went like this ;

guy : korang sekolah lagi ke?
me : uhh yeah. awak? [i wasn't sure lah nak guna you ke apa. better than 'uuu' kan Dee? HAHA]
guy : college. ni korang punya first time ke?
me : uhh yeah. [i look like a total loser kan? i knoww;(]
guy : no wonder[whispering to himself]

pfft. i was like :O hey Mister, your whisper is audible okay. oh wait. what if he intended to make the whispering clear? gahh. whatever. all in all, i don't really like cocky person. like you.


so wednesday pergi tuition macam biasa. well, not really mcm biasa. first, because i've waited for Fitri to pick me up and because i was late for like, thirty minutes. and the class duration is only an hour-__-" then, bila dah sampai, bagi Nan and Afifah those yellow roses:)

i went out with my Nan and Afifah to klcc. since i have to catch a bus to head to Lrt Wangsa Maju, i arrived a hell lot earlier than supposed to. that part is okay though. the best thing is, both of them arrived late than promised. i even counted how many trains passed me by while waiting for them. dumbdumb. 6 trains for Afifah and 10 for Nan. i'll never forget that Nan. haha. watched Hannah Montana. On 4th June. like craaaahzie right? first time tengok movie on the first day it premiers. best la jugak that movie. actually, Lucas Till made the movie much much more interesting. hehe:D bought Mortal Instrument at my favourite store, Kinokuniya. snap some photos and went back.

yesterday was Teach Syazana's wedding. went there with my mom, my dad and Aiman. go and sat with Syahira and Shahira. hah. makan makan then snap some photos with her and her husband. i was kinda disappointed though because mula mula ramai je semangat nak pergi Teach's wedding. last last, berapa kerat je lah yang datang. boleh kira dengan jari lagi. aihh. anyways, congrats Teacher. we love you:)

and as for today, i'll be submerging myself into piles of homework. well not really piles lah. sometimes exaggerating gives the impact. haha. gotta get my homeworks done or no Terengganu. as if i really wanted to go there. hah. till then readers:)


***for those peeps who have been waiting for my photos, i mean photos from my camera, i really hope you guys don't mind waiting. i wanted to upload it but there's something wrong with flickr. sorry.